Drawn Lethargism

Posted on: 10.30.2012 @ 2:27 AM |

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The Me Now

This is cute (actually made me teary-eyed). I asked one of my closest friends, Dajayjay to make a testimonial (about me) for our yearbook. Here's what she wrote:

"Her easygoing attitude makes her fun to tease. We tease her about everything; her unique fashion sense, her lack of sense of direction, and her lifelong ambition: to marry someone rich and become a housewife (the latter is untrue, in case you were wondering). She doesn’t take herself too seriously, and she can charm the pants off of anyone: classmates, professors, random strangers, etc. But her laidback style also makes it easier for people to underestimate her. Beneath the girl who loves Shojo manga and Korean dramas is a smart person; a great listener; an artist; a responsible team player; and best of all, a loyal friend."

Of course the thing about me wanting to marry a rich man is nothing but a joke (well, it wouldn't hurt of it gets real..haha). All I wanted is someone who fears and love God above all else..and of course someone I truly love (yes, I'm a hopeless romantic). The thing about me being a housewife-to-be is also a jest I made when we were talking about our dreams (my crazy friends believed me,haha). I want to be successful in anything that I'd eventually do-- so that I can pay off my parents' money and so that I can have my own trust fund. If you read the above text, she also identified me as a Korean-drama lover. Believe me, my favorite ones I've revisited countless of times! If I'm not mistaken, my Goong or Princess Hours DVD suffered the most from constant replays it did. Then there's also my love of manga (these days, I've been exploring on psychological ones. The weirder, the better). It's like my heroin; a day without it and I'll suffer from withdrawal syndromes (I'm such a drama queen C:).

True to what she said, I have a very laidback personality. The simpler things are, the better. Why complicate things when most of the time, they can be utterly frustrating. I also agree that sometimes people around me seem to underestimate the things that I can do-- blame it on the very few moments when I really exert effort because of sheer passion. Hey, I may be simple-minded at times but I can be smart too.C:....Further evaluation on that matter aside, I'm bordering between being an introvert and an extrovert. I have a very few friends who I can really testify as people I'm really comfortable with. If I annoy you (in a childish and funny way) rest assured that I treat you as a real friend. When people talk to me, I promise them that I'll keep whatever secrets they've shared with me. I suffered a great backlash when one small incident (way back in first year highschool) got blown out of proportion. It was not a secret per se but my uber laidback (and then somewhat insensitive) personality got the best of me. After that I treat every said detail as fragile as it could be.

Reading that I'm an artist (thanks dear but I'm eons from being that.C:), watercolor seems to fit me well. As impatient as I am, I'm comfortable with this medium because the colors easily blends with each other in a much faster rate (ahem oil paint). I have a lot of things to learn since I'm still an amateur.

"A responsible team player; and best of all, a loyal friend.".....This made me so kilig. If anything, I want to be remembered as such. I'm really into investing when it comes to relationships-- nothing trivial and shallow. Constantly, I've been thriving to become the best person that I can be. I'd rather be beautiful inside than be someone who has all the material possessions but is still unhappy/sad. I want people to remember me with smiles on their faces. Overall, I want to be a good person. A few years from now when I read this post again, maybe it can save me from being a futile and atrocious adult that I'd be (hopefully not!).

Good, happy vibes~

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